I'm going to be very blunt and straight forward.
Don't do anything so stupid and pointless as to kill yourself. You've posted on this subject several times here and you and I have talked through e-mail. You're obviously reaching out for help. If you really thought the whole thing was pointless, you wouldn't have done any of that. If you really wanted to die, you wouldn't have asked for help. Asking for help means that you want to live and you want to find a way to make things better.
You're obviously very upset, and from everything you've told me, you have every right to be. But killing yourself will not do anyone any good. You say your family doesn't care about you, but so what? You life is yours, not theirs. Do what you want, not what they want. Be who you want, not whoever the hell they want. It's your life and you've got to start living it your way. Don't you dare let them win. Show them how very wrong about you they were. Be fabulous. Be remarkable. BE YOU! Be happy. Show them that no matter what they do and no matter what they say, you can and will be happy, strong, proud, and out. Do it for yourself.
Yeah your right. when i post this i wasnt totally thinking straight at the moment. i dont wat to hurt my self no more. its stupid. i now relieve that. it was stupid to post this. srry people. maybe i should stop blogging altougether maybe that be best for everbody on here.
Don't let anything stop you from sharing your story. I would encourage you to keep writing here. You may be helping someone else who's going through the same thing.
This is the second post I've seen from you like this (and I just joined the site). If you're really this upset, you'll take the advice that everyone is giving you. Get help, talk to a counselor like you said you were going to, call the suicide helpline. Look at my advice on your other post.
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Don't do anything so stupid and pointless as to kill yourself. You've posted on this subject several times here and you and I have talked through e-mail. You're obviously reaching out for help. If you really thought the whole thing was pointless, you wouldn't have done any of that. If you really wanted to die, you wouldn't have asked for help. Asking for help means that you want to live and you want to find a way to make things better.
You're obviously very upset, and from everything you've told me, you have every right to be. But killing yourself will not do anyone any good. You say your family doesn't care about you, but so what? You life is yours, not theirs. Do what you want, not what they want. Be who you want, not whoever the hell they want. It's your life and you've got to start living it your way. Don't you dare let them win. Show them how very wrong about you they were. Be fabulous. Be remarkable. BE YOU! Be happy. Show them that no matter what they do and no matter what they say, you can and will be happy, strong, proud, and out. Do it for yourself.
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