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Blog - Amplify your voice

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 at 11:06:00 PM EST
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HELP ME EDIITTT!! <3

 dead battery

sniffing around

hopefully 

looks for the scraps

any scraps

left behind

after the fight

fight fight

the fight

breaking mirrors 

cracking marble floors

shattering our hearts

screaming out our voices

tearing out our hair

trying to be heard in the silence

between us

wanting wanting

listening hard

being seen

being observed

and judged

always

can't be heard

only seen

only observed

always judged.

 

finds a scrap of fabric

her scent

her

her

her

her scent

 

finds me in a cage

crawling

trying to see

trying to fight

what isn't there

 

whines

snout pokes through the bars

but she can't see

or hear

only feels eyes prick her back

 

always seen

always observed

but why judged?

 

i can't see

i know that connections cant be made

blind

to the truth

each side not knowing

just assuming

 

have been judged

am judged

 

why judged

want to be free

just leave her alone

 

can't see that the sun is right there

can only sense the grime

the little corner webs

the depression pressed up against my chest

my heart

want to tear is out

want that feeling out

want to change it out 

for new

blood spills

screams spill

who's to tell who hears

 

no connections

no idea

where are i.

where are she

where are hope.

where are the truths?

all i know is that there are no connections to be made

or to be wished for

cause she knows it can't happen

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