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Blog - Amplify your voice

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 at 11:07:00 PM EST
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again, it's that girl who is taking my life from me... but i love her and that's the haarrddd part! my god!! someone save the world from people who just don't get it!
i'm osrry. someone prob. feels the same way about me, so i should shut up.



I thought my note said it all

I thought you knew how to fall

Don't they teach you that in school?

or are you just to cool

to listen?

I opened my mouth

and I opened my heart

only to find rotting teeth

falling out

My heart

what heart?

My soul

what? a soul?

yeah, i was a human, a being, a girl

but now i feel dead

what am i? a fool?

you feed on my suffering you're ready to share

you draw back with a smile

maybe your an ant, and i'm a hare

something i thought i could stamp out with a war chant

who knew that you would skip out of the blame

leaving me 

to stand

and explain 

to the crowds

of your lovers?

And in the winter

you eat all the food

by yourself

your friends run with nothing to wear, their sweaters and stockings running

their almost nude

and then you run to the bathroom

and you see the food again

good thing you're thin

again

fix your hair

brush your teeth

retie your sleek shoes

straighten your shirt

i wish i hadn't fallen for those eyes

i wish i hadn't had to blurt

because your mouth still ache with the truth

your tongue runs across the roof of your mouth

you find a chunk of the truth

you spit out the wretched thing still fighting

but you deny 

you wipe fresh lies across your lips

teeth gleam

you smile

pretend you were completely indenile

you go outside

to show you care

to show you have more then perfectly perfect hair

you open your arms

and share my love

looking to trip someone

who is above


 

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